I’m worried I’ll end up with no friends..

My friend and I don’t really connect as much as we used to. I don’t want to loose them but at the same time I don’t know if I want them in my life anyway.

I saw cuts on my friend’s arm

So I realized high school tougher then I thought the friends I had in grade 6 now in grade 10 all turned there back rumours lied to back talk making fun I have no one to depend on anymore only my family I want like someone to be around in school not sit in the corner by myself and no even says good morning or hello I always think it because of my problems ADHD autism assburger OCD picking disorder anxiety disorder I always blame it on them I just feel like no one there and according to my parents I’m always in a ready to fight mood not actually fight like talk back I don’t know what to,do does anyone else find high school hard I never did weed or smoked no drugs nothing like that I have to take prescriptions suscibed by my doctor everyday and when I graduate I’m still not gonna be old enough to drink but everyone gets wasted on grad I just really want to know if people are feeling the same way and I’ve liked this guy in my class 2 of them if one has a girlfriend I wouldn’t mind the other but every boy is either basketball skidoo bmx trikes all that aparaently me and my friend or was I don’t know she won’t really tell me that we are the only girls who havent had sex why would you want that if you loved that person a lot sure it’s like if my friend is around the class she a b_ _ _ _ but when were with the all the girls in volleyball she so nice I don’t know would like to know if people are experiencing this to

My religion making life harder when it’s supposed to do the opposite. I worry all the time whether I’m dissapointing or hurting God because of rough patch I’m going through.

That in the summer my my friends family will see my scars when I’m invited to swim with them.

So I have a boyfriend. But I think I might like my friend ….. Who is a girl. This girl hates me but I do like her. Idk if I’m Bi or stright or gay. I need help

Sometimes I think about self harming I scratch my self because I’m to fat And today I made my self bleed Only a drop but Oh I really don’t want to be like this I hate asking for help I don’t know what to do

I’m worried that I’ll never have a good relationship… It seems that every guy I go out with doesn’t care about my feelings. I’ve had almost every type of boyfriend. The cheaters, the liars, and the ones that made me feel horrible about myself. I just don’t know about anything anymore.

I try to speak and then I get interrupted and I know they can hear me- people just choose not to respond, it makes me feel as if my voice doesn’t matter or I’m not good enough for their attention

My grad is in a week and I have cuts on my arms….

I worry about not having enough energy to get through the days..

I worry no one Will love me

I’m worried about going to court… 🙁

I fear im not good enough for the people i love….

My relationship is a mess I don’t know what to do

My relationship is a mess, but I’ve been with him for so long and I feel like I’m not good enough for him anymore, and I’m trying my best to keep him in my life but he makes me feel so unwanted and ugly .. He makes me so suicidal sometimes .. I don’t know if I should keep trying or let go, either way I’ll be destroyed

I really don’t like it when I go to some places and I’m basically told to be quiet, listen, and accept what I’m hearing as truth. Someone telling me to just listen and believe shows that their words can’t hold up to scrutiny, and that neither can they.

I have to go talk to someone about my anxiety tomorrow and I’m nervous

My mom thinks I was drugged at school (through food) but I just think I had a mental break down and I feel like I’m going insane… It sucked but I felt good after and part of me wants that numbness again, it was scary because I didn’t think I would ever feel again but I know now it doesn’t last long and just laying in silence with my mind shut off would be the best thing ever right now