I don’t know if listening to music like Twenty One Pilots is helping me or hurting me. I love it, I connect with it so much, but it also sometimes makes me really sad. I don’t want to stop listening to their music though.
Worry Jar
I’m worried that I am a waste of space
I’m worried that I’ll never be loved
My daughter not believing that she has the power to choose who she wants to be.
I think too much and do too little, I worry I am missing out on life.
I worry that I am not good enough and that if I don’t do better, every one else will feel that way too.
That I won’t get into university, even with all my courses and marks and hard work
I worry because the guy i like most, barely talks to me
That some day I’m just going to lose myself, lose control. And do something I’ll regret.
By the time I graduate everyone I hold dear will have left me.
My mom keeps telling me I’m not gay
My friend betraying me and talking about me behind my back to their other friends
That my constant sadness will continue getting worse.
I have so much stress just from school and social expectations and I don’t know how to deal with it all
I have no friends, I spend weekends alone and the last time I left my house was months ago and I had to tell my mom I didn’t want to do anything for my birthday because The people I asked to spend my birthday with me made up excuses not to go
I’m loosing confidence and it hurts 🙁
I will be fatter then everyone else and be made fun of.
My dad yells at me for no reason at all and then makes up excuses for yelling… And if that isn’t bad enough he tells me I should treat him better… He just honestly makes me not wanna live… 🙁
I hate everything about myself. I was anorexic for four years and I self harmed for ten years (I’m 16). I’ve tried to kill myself upwards of 70 times. I’m pretty much fully recovered but I still have severe anxiety and depression. I’m so insecure I’m fearful of relapsing.
I have a new sibling coming in August and I being the oldest daughter I have to do so much and school doesn’t make it any better So stressed