That I’ll never get better

i feel like im wasting my time , trying to get into a relationship.

I no longer have the energy to be me and people always point out that I’ve changed.. I don’t know what to do anymore!

That high school is killing my creativity.

Most people I know are aware I cut but they don’t know what I use and I’m scared someone will find my blades

There are these people at my school and one of them are a pretty mean bully They purposely do things and make it look like an accident

I feel like everything that’s ever happened to me is all my fault and I could have prevented it all by being different than I am

I’m worried that one day my anxiety and panic is going to become too much for my boyfriend to handle and he’s going to leave me.

It was a hard day at school, I knew it was coming when I smelt the alcohol, and the next thing I heard was “17 years and you’re still a joke”

Me and my girlfriend of around 2 years recently broke up, I know that I messed up and that it’s really my fault. I still love her and every day is getting harder and harder. I’m so lost and I don’t know what to do with myself anymore.

My parents always fight and always find a way to get me involved without physically getting me involved I don’t wanna be caught in the middle anymore why can’t everything just be okay why can’t I be okay

I find it really hard to sleep at night, no matter what. When I’m not distracited by friends or technology or homework I can’t stop over thinking and I get these intrusive thoughts that I know aren’t real but I still believe them.

I came out to my mom as bisexual and she says it’s just a phase. Part of me wants to cry because I feel like she doesn’t want me to be gay, but another part wants to be angry because she doesn’t understand.

I’m scared that everyone hate me! I’m scared that I can’t do anything good I’m scared that I’m not good enough

My friends talking about me behind my back when I’m not around

Trying new things scare me.

I worry that it’s my fault that all my past ” friends ” turned out not to be my friends, but in fact the people that did and still tend to do, destroy me mentally and even sometimes physically. And worst of all I think I am lossing my friends that I have had for over a year! That’s the longest friendship yet. I worry its my fault.

That I will never be “normal”

Going to school with pimples on my face

That I’ll always feel like this