that when I graduate, my boyfriend will go away and find someone better while I’m still here struggling to get up everyday

I am a closeted lesbian and I have a crush on this girl I think she knows that I like her because she keeps making gay jokes when she’s around me.

I have no friends…. I’m just so alone

I worry that i’m a little overly obsessed with my boyfriend , i love him so much that a small fight gets me so stressed, I can’t concentrate on anything, it’s like i crave him and he us my drug to happiness. Is this normal?

I’m I will never get over my fears.

I worry that everyone will know

That ill love my whole life feeling this way

Lately, I’ve been feeling very alone. I feel like I don’t have anyone here for me, when I know I do. My ex boyfriend led me on and made me fall for him all over again, then he made out with this girl at a party and talks to her and says the same things to her that he said to me. and on top of all of that, my grades are dropping and I know my parents aren’t happy with it and they aren’t proud of me like they use to be. I think that has to do with my friends as well, and I feel like breaking down. I don’t know what to do. also I want to call kids help phone but don’t want my parents knowing and I don’t know what to do about it. 🙁

I’m honestly kinda scared to go to high school. The whole idea of everything harder, everything longer, more work, maybe the teachers aren’t as good, plus all the courses and trying to figure out what to be when I grow up….. Even thinking about it stresses me out to the point of crying.

Being bullied isn’t a joke and schools preach about how to come to them when you need help and when in reality they do not and won’t help you they think it’s a big joke.

Teachers.

My parents fight, it causes me to be suicidal, I cut, I’m worried that when I have children this might be how I end up…

I worry that I’m never going to be accepted..

everyone thinks I’m weird annoying ugly ect…

I’m worry about school. I’m going back to the school I was in last year but I have zero friends in that School still . I hate being alone.

Me and my boyfriend just broke up now I might like another guy but that makes me feel bad about myself

Why can’t I stop worrying, and getting upset, and angry over nothing? I tend to cry over someone basically talking to me, I’ve been so emotionally lately. I worry over everything, and my anxiety acts up. Why, can’t it just leave? I’d be a way better person, and wouldn’t be so sick, and would stop worrying over crap. This really sucks! :/ It’s like I’m bipolar. :/

I’m tired of my anxiety screwing up my life.

I’m worrys about being judged and laughed at when I have to do a speech or any public speaking

im worried about everyone judging me and just looking at all of my flaws