I worried I won’t be able to be happy. I was depressed and suicidal about 2 years ago, and ever since then I feel numb and like I have this scar on me that everyone can see, but says nothing about. I feel like I will never fully come back from it, it consumed me. I am also scared I can’t love, I had a boyfriend and he loved me, yet I felt nothing. We dated for a long time and I didn’t even have a crush on him. I’m scared I lost all emotion.