I’m scared that I’m COMPLETELY INSANE. Everyone immediately thinks, by insane I mean I’m a psychopath. No. I feel like I’m being watched. I can’t tell anyone, either, no one understands. Not just that, but I wouldn’t hurt anyone, like they think. It feels like in this world, its kill, or BE killed. I talk with my “friends”, more like classmates, I only have my cousin, stepsister, bff and another guy. They don’t understand, either. My classmates all think I’m timid, quiet. I think more than I say. Another day goes by, another tale of rape. I’m obsessed with silence. I feel like I have anxiety. I’m so stressed out.