I’m the fat one out of my group of friends. I hate that they always look so good in everything they wear, and I just look like a fat blob. They’re really supportive and always tell me I’m not fat, and sometimes I believe them but then I look in the mirror. I am so self conscious of everything that I wear. I just feel like I’m not good enough. I’m really trying to lose weight, and then something goes wrong and I eat a lot. But then I feel so bad after eating, I think I might have an eating disorder.